abby vanduker, 20, oklahoma

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invisible children
charity: water
liberty in north korea

i want to wake up where you are, i won’t say anything at all.

it’s the simple things: i love today. 

bye xxxx

3 / 11 / 2011 ✧ 15 notes

I dreamt of a fever

woke up early. legs feel like rocks. cold outside. hot shower, hot black tea, hot blow dryer. warm bed. brown sugar cinnamon cereal. doodledoo. good-morning. lazy-morning. class at one. no class for five days. work at four. doodledoo. hi buy this ninety-dollars-a-yard fabric thanks. pool or maybe gym or both after work. doodledoo. hot shower, hot blow dryer. warm bed. doodledoo. good-night. tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.

“but i swear that i would follow anything, if it would just get me out of here.”

2 / 11 / 2010 ✧ 4 notes

Pin your wings down

Tuesday through Wednesday is going to go like this:

I may or may not survive, well…either way- here we go.
Bring on the caffeine pills. 

P.S. definitely stabbed myself in the foot with a earring last night and it’s ridiculously sore. I’m so graceful.

2 / 04 / 2010 ✧ 1 note

I want your disease.

Don’t mind this, I’m just trying to save myself from becoming overwhelmed in the least this next week…and trying to get things done!

I actually have a lot of free time this upcoming week (I’m probably forgetting about some major project). Let’s make plans!

Today

Sunday

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

6 / 11 / 2009 ✧ Notes

Ignore this.

Things I have to get done by Thursday:

Things I would like to do by Thursday:

Things I am looking forward to that will keep me going this week:

2 / 10 / 2009 ✧ Notes

Today was a very long day.I went to sleep last night around one after operating on Parker’s Macbook Pro until midnight, and my alarm went off at six (I didn’t actually get out of bed for another hour). Then I had a pretty steady stream of classes from 8:45 until 4:45 including a quiz and a test. After classes, I went to my grandparent’s house to hang out with my fam (my Colorado relatives drove here yesterday).I got home about an hour ago.
Tomorrow, I have to get up early again for morning classes, but thank goodness I have the afternoon off. Dinner at Habenero’s in the evening with my family plus Parker and Taylor.
Then on Saturday I have to be in Yukon by 8 AM to get my car boo-boo fixed, then may be doing a service project at Petsmart from 11 until 4. Partying that night.
Sunday, I have an art project to get done, photography set to work on, interview to construct, and other little chores / assignments. Joy.
Goodness.I don’t know why I just told you all this.

Today was a very long day.
I went to sleep last night around one after operating on Parker’s Macbook Pro until midnight, and my alarm went off at six (I didn’t actually get out of bed for another hour). Then I had a pretty steady stream of classes from 8:45 until 4:45 including a quiz and a test. After classes, I went to my grandparent’s house to hang out with my fam (my Colorado relatives drove here yesterday).
I got home about an hour ago.

Tomorrow, I have to get up early again for morning classes, but thank goodness I have the afternoon off. Dinner at Habenero’s in the evening with my family plus Parker and Taylor.

Then on Saturday I have to be in Yukon by 8 AM to get my car boo-boo fixed, then may be doing a service project at Petsmart from 11 until 4. Partying that night.

Sunday, I have an art project to get done, photography set to work on, interview to construct, and other little chores / assignments. Joy.

Goodness.
I don’t know why I just told you all this.

4 / 09 / 2009 ✧ Notes

So tell me baby, where’s your head at?

If the next two days don’t kill me, Friday will be one of the best days of my life.

Tonight:
- Babysit Princess Lauren
- Success Central Journals
- Study for Music Appreciation test on Thursday
- Work on 3-page essay for English due Thursday
- Eat
- Sleep

Tomorrow:
- Submit Success Central Journals by 8 AM
- Classes
- Dye my hair back to its natural color with Taylor
- Call to get off work on Friday
- Work from 4-9
- Complete English Essay
- Study for Music Appreciation Test on Thursday
- Read material for Success Central
- Eat
- Sleep

Thursday:
- Classes
- Test in Music Appreciation
- Suicide topic in Healthy Life Skills
- Get things together for Kansas City on Friday
- Eat
- Sleep

Friday:
- Classes
- Drive to Kansas City w/Parker
- See Blink-182, Weezer, Taking Back Sunday + more
- Spend the night in Kansas City

2 / 09 / 2009 ✧ 0 notes

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