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myhollowmind / by: surferdude182

I miss London.

Love you, Rob Dyer.

I'm not usually one to publically talk shit about someone, especially about people I don't know, but... 

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I had to speak my opinion on this one.

Is this what kids do nowadays when mommy and daddy don’t let them go to a show? Create a Facebook group? Really?

Apparently this Rachel girl thought it’d be sweet to throw a party 3 weeks ago. Without her parent’s knowledge. As always, mom and dad found out about this and told her she couldn’t go to Lights’ show.

So, Rachel decided to create a Facebook group to prove she’s a good kid, asking people to write something to help convince her parents to let her go, after throwing this party (probably in her parents house and trashing it too). She will be “eternally grateful because at this moment in time this is my dream”.

Am I missing something here? I’ve had my dumb moments, but how in the world is a Facebook group with a bunch of comments from people you don’t even know going to help convince mommy and daddy that you’re a “good kid” and to let you go to the show? If anything, I would think they would be more upset with you for spamming yourself over the internet.

1. I love pasta. Lots and lots of pasta, with even more sauce. Bread, too. I find myself slightly racist towards Italians after they cheated their way to winning the World Cup, but I love Italian food.
2. I drive quite a bit, and I’m always driving fast. I like speed when I’m in control.
3. “Every step you take, I’ll be watching you”. Chances are I don’t trust you one bit. There’s very few people that I do, it’s not a personal thing (…most of the time).
4. I’m smarter than you think I am. I just choose not to make it obvious, it’s more fun that way.
5. I love my orange juice with lots of pulp, so much I almost have to chew it. That’s a slight exaggeration, but I love orange juice. Tropicana, plz.
6. If I know you exist, I have your back. It doesn’t matter what you’ve done to me, when it gets down to it, I have your back. I’ll be there, even if you need me at 4 AM.
7. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, and I love this boyfriend of mine. Please, please, please don’t hit on me, it’s just incredibly annoying…well, and…kind of flattering. Except when you refill my icee, fatso boy at the movie theatre. You can hit on me…I just want more icee.
8. December 27th / 28th / 29th, 2008 were some of the best days of my life and the beginning of something incredible. Thank you to everybody involved.
9. Breaking my safety net is a love / hate action for me. I love being shoved outside my comfort zone, but only so far.
10. I’ve had night terrors for quite a while now. It’s pretty pathetic and degrading.
11. “I’m a war of head vs. heart, it’s always this way. My head is weak, my heart always speaks before I know what it will say.” Title of my blog, and absolutely true.
12. I cannot wait until I get to be in the same room as Ben Gibbard. April 12, 2009. 56 days to go. I can honestly say I owe him my life, he is the definition of incredible.
13. Animals and anything made from animals are not in my diet as of January 2008, I will never go back. Being vegan is the lifestyle I have chosen and I’m not backing down on this one.
14. This time last year, I was depressed / sick to the point that I didn’t leave my room for a couple months.
15. Winter is the worst season ever invented. I hate being cold, and considering I’m often cold while it is 100 degrees outside, I’m frigid the entire winter season.
16. I get what I want, and I will always get what I want. I don’t care what it takes, but if I really, honestly, want something…I will get it. I will not stop until I do.
17. I like getting on Stickam on occasion. It boosts my ego.
18. My Macbook is currently chirping, and I don’t know what that noise means.
19. First impressions are huge to me. I will definitely judge you by the way you present yourself. Sorry, that’s just the way it is.
20. I will admit to listening to select songs off of Metro Station’s album and enjoying them on rare occasion.
21. I began listening to my own musical selection in third grade with Blink-182’s Dude Ranch. I found the CD in my dad’s collection and have been listening to them since.
22. 4 of the 6 holes in my ears were self piercings.
23. I personally do not smoke weed or do any kind of drugs that are not prescribed to me. I don’t have a problem with it though, as long as you are very intelligent with your substances and keep everything under control.
24. My best friend does not have a belly button. This isn’t really about me, but it fascinates me.
25. I feel guilty about being as happy as I am at this moment in time. I feel unworthy, there’s so many people that are so depressed and here I am on Cloud 9…not that I haven’t been at the lowest of lows. Trust me, I’ve been there.
26. I don’t believe Nicholas Valensi is human. He is far too gorgeous.
27. I’m Belgian, like waffles, chocolate, ecstasy, and “French” fries.
28. When I heard Travis Barker announce that Blink-182 was officially back together, I experienced one of the most amazing moments of my life.
29. My 5-pound poodle means more to me than nearly everybody.
30. I am absolutely addicted to ice. Sometimes I even crave it.
31. I am also addicted to caffeine. If I don’t intake some for a while, I get incredibly grumpy and a bad headache.
32. Valerie Poxleitner is one of my biggest (if not THE biggest) idols. She has it all figured out.
33. Blake Mycoskie is another major idol of mine. He is changing the world.
34. Hospitals have felt very like a home to me several times throughout my lifetime.
35. Most of my wardrobe consists of American Apparel.
36. When I was little, I could tell you about any statistic about NASCAR you could ever want to know.
37. I was a gymnast from the time I was 4 until I was 13.
38. I babysit an 18-month-old kiddo named Lauren that is absolutely perfect - adorable, virtually never cries, obviously very intelligent. Sometimes I worry that she sets a very high standard for my own kids.
39. I hate Hallmark for very good reasons.
40. I like writing, and I love it when people love what I write.
41. “You must be the change you wish to see in the world” - these words have been a serious inspiration to me.
42. I have only been actually sunburned once in my life.
43. Driving through Playa del Carmen, Mexico at sunup changed my life. Definitely a wake-up call.
44. Racism in most contexts severely bothers me.
45. Religion is not my thing. I’ll leave that at that.
46. Sometimes I wonder why my mother ever wanted me to exist.
47. I am currently freezing, lying in my heated waterbed with exactly 5 blankets and a comforter on top of me. This is not abnormal.
48. I just really want to get this list finished so I can go call him and have him lull me to sleep as usual.
49. There is no such thing as a too-long shower. That’s about the only time I can really focus and try to clear my head out.
50. I’m not looking forward to tagging this whole thing.