a war of head vs. heart

abby vanduker, 20, oklahoma

i’m uncertain if i’m stressing more about basketball tickets or final exams
my body has apparently figured out it’s winter time and, in turn, i want to eat everything.
…fire department family dinner tonight
le langue français ferait ma tête explose si je continue mes études pour pas plus de temps.
after wednesday, i will have officially survived another semester
hoping i really do enjoy poli sci classes next semester, if not it’s back to the drawing board
…is there a major and career field for listening to music, speaking french, watching basketball, running, and drinking coffee?
i have severe wanderlust every day these days.
chris’ grandfather told me happy birthday, and it’s made me so…warm. blessed.
so many people i love will be here within a month, and thinking about that makes me want to bounce off all of the walls
i am trying to remember to not let sickness own me, but to own it
i think i’m going to go cook waffles
everything and nothing.